Man is a 'Searcher'. He is always looking for something in the weirdest of places. Often, it turns out that he is looking for himself actually. Felix Baumgartner's setting a new milestone in collective human achievement by doing a free fall crossing Mach 1 was case in point.
Telecast over youtube, it peaked 8 million live viewers. There were people crying, people cheering and getting inspired. BIG moments such as this makes human kind feel special. It makes one feel that one would give everything to do what he did. But if you read an account of his own experience you get a picture not of a man achieving great feats, but one of a man searching for who he really is...
“It was harder than I expected,” said Mr. Baumgartner, a 43-year-old former Austrian paratrooper. “Trust me, when you stand up there on top of the world, you become so humble. It’s not about breaking records any more. It’s not about getting scientific data. It’s all about coming home.”
Mr. Baumgartner stepped outside, saluted and made the jump right after delivering a message that was mostly garbled by radio static. Afterward, he repeated it: “I know the whole world is watching, and I wish the whole world could see what I see. Sometimes you have to go up really high to understand how small you really are.”
Baumgartner's statements are important because they arise out of an experience when all pretensions are bared and the naked soul is exposed to disclose itself for what it is.
This daredevil representative of human kind who has been preparing for 5 years for this one moment to do what no man has done, literally being at the top of the world can't help think about anything else other than 'going home'. All he really wanted was to be 'home sweet home'.
Standing at the top of the world, above every other man alive, he feels small. Irony of the highest order, Indeed!
These statements belie two needs of the human soul
1. The desire to find a resting place.
2. The need to find the truth about ones own significance in life.
Felix's experience provides pointers towards finding ways to satiate the needs of the human souls
1. The desire for resting place is satiated in his home.
2. Given the scope of the massive Cosmos he lives in, the truth about man's existence is that he is small.
These answers are largely bankrupt and despondent...
On one side, empirical data suggests that
1. Man can have no true home, for in a long enough timeline, everyone dies.
2. Man is cosmically insignificant, he is pointless in the big scheme of the Cosmos. He is but a blip in Nature's radar.
On the other hand, a voice deep within the human soul disagrees. It craves for an experience of a true home to rest in and propels to search for some sort of a spectacular significance.
Why this conundrum? Why should man who really wants to find a resting place find himself trying head over heels to search for his significance, only to find himself absolutely insignificant? Why should man feel spectacular and silly at the same time?
Where the world struggles to answers or gives bankrupt answers, the Bible stands in sharp contrast.
Psalm 8 gives a pointer to help resolve this conundrum by
1. Acknowledging man's smallness
2. at the same time affirming his spectacularness
The affirmation apart, Psalm 8 gives context for us to help understand the purpose of this contradiction of human existence.
Acknowledging man's smallness...
Psalm 8
3. When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
4. what is man that you are mindful of him,
and the son of man that you care for him?
Affirming man's spectacularness...
Psalm 8
5. Yet you have made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honor.
6. You have given him dominion over the works of your hands;
you have put all things under his feet,
7. all sheep and oxen, and also the beasts of the field,
8. the birds of the heavens, and the fish of the sea,
whatever passes along the paths of the seas.
Giving context for this conundrum...
Psalm 8
1. O Lord, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
You have set your glory above the heavens.
2. Out of the mouth of babies and infants,
you have established strength because of your foes,
to still the enemy and the avenger.
9. O Lord, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
The context for man's spectacularness and smallness is that so God's Name would be Majestic and glorified. That man is small shows God's concern, care and ever loving nature for even the smallest of things. That man is spectacular shows that man having been made in the Image of God, is given the authority to exercise his dominion over Earth as God's regent. The Regent is no king, the regent's purpose is to reflect in himself the King's nature and thereby bring glory to the King he serves.
If the goal of technological advancements is to make man feel special and spectacular, it does not achieve that. The most technologically advanced man finds that the Cosmos is bigger than he ever thought possible and that he is alone is it. Besides, in a long enough Timeline he will eventually die.
On the other hand, if man, as seen in Psalm 8, were to know his smallness and spectacularness and act as the Regent he was made to be with the purpose of experiencing the Majesty of the Lord, he will find the two things he is searching for
1) a place of rest in the Lord
2) the answer to the question of why he is 'a being made a little lower than the heavenly beings'.
Such a man is no nomad searching for himself in the loneliest of places. Instead of finding himself tossing back and forth between his feelings of significance and insignificance, he'll know who he is.
He will have built his house upon the Rock. It is about such a man that St. Augustine said, "Vast are you Oh, Lord! we will not find our rest unless we find our rest in Thee"..